I’m having a little difficulty getting my thoughts down on paper. It’s all wordy, the concepts make me cringe, and the idioms will not go away. I know that it’s just a phase and that I’ll come out of it stronger. It even reminds me of past times when this has happened. I know what to do. I’ll reach for a book that reminds me to play hurt and I’ll keep with the practice of another book. I think I know what happened. This is about my own leveling up and owning up to what needs to happen next. I can’t sit and believe the things that others tell me.…